Monday, April 11, 2005

Delightful Neglect

I've been letting some of my self-assigned tasks slide the past couple of weeks. I've only written about five pages instead of my usual ten, haven't been posting here nearly as much as usual, and have fallen behind in a lot of my reading. I can't even begin to tell you how okay with this I am.

I've spent months and months working very hard to get things in order for myself, and I'm really quite happy with the job I've done. Nothing is perfect, in any area, but I've made more progress than I thought I could, and I'm still moving in the right direction. I have no intention of backing up or even slowing down, but when I find moments where it feels good to take a deep breath and stand still for a moment, I'm going to do so. This weekend, during times when I would normally be writing, I instead took a long walk with my pretty new camera, then had a delicious brunch. I learned to play poker. I went to a baseball game (go Royals!)where I ate a perfect ketchup-drenched hotdog and got sunburn on my arms. I literally, dorkily, stopped to smell the roses that are blooming ridiculously all over Los Angeles.

This week, I will get my five pages done.

6 comments:

Doug Worgul said...

Go for it, Kid. (Or don't, which I guess is the point.)

Anonymous said...

Good for you! Grandma

Aunt Jan said...

"Dorkily" is my new favorite word.

Claire said...

Good on you...it's always good to be more random in your living...I wish I could but if I don't stick to routine I kinda lose it a bit!

this is me said...

I am so happy for you zz. I love you!

Anonymous said...

Good for you with some exciting outings and enjoying everything:)Love,MOM