Fortifying Deep Conditioner for Dry, Unmanageable Hair

I feel the need to write, but have nothing all that meaningful to say. I wish I did. But things aren't coming to me in neat and tidy metaphors right now, or at least not ones that I'm enjoying all that much. I'm trying to be brutally honest with myself right now about what I want, what I am looking for. I had the tiniest snippet of something come my direction this weekend that I chose not to pursue. At first I felt bad about it because who am I to be picky right now? And then I realized, who am I NOT to be picky right now? I MUST be picky right now. I no longer have the luxury of not. I've gotten smarter some how, or at least less tolerant of red flags. That can be tiring though. I'm tired.