It's not a sign of a good day when one has already cried at one's desk by 11:00 AM. This job has taken such a toll on me. I feel so beat up. I need this in writing so that I will remember it when I'm freaked out a month from now about having no money.
Being here in this dark little room, sitting at this dark little desk, working for this dark little company makes me feel dreadful, dreadful, dreadful and I musn't forget that.